It begins as euphoria. It is a glimmer of bliss that comes with anxiety. Because I don’t know yet where the undiscovered adventures will lead me. Yet the taste of freedom keeps me going.
I am no different. I tend to forget there is no perfection. Really, sometimes it happens with me that I am ugly as a sin. But then I am back to my beautiful goddess mode.
I have had much to celebrate on my journey. Maybe even too much. I salute all the amazing people, music that makes me feel alive and everything I have learned from.
I measure myself. No, not inches neither centimetres. I measure what I am capable of. I float between feeling super lost and knowing exactly who I am and what I want. I feel that I can do whatever I want and that everything is possible.
You know the feeling when you just can’t be bothered. Anyways, there is no need to.
It happens that I bury my head in the sand. Literally. It is when I need time on my own. you know, me, sand grands, bright blue sky. I can actually even imagine an ice lolly in the scene.
I am really sorry. I don’t think I have anything serious left. Is there any coming? Nope, we are out of stock.
If anyone asks where I am. Tell them I am out. I am standing out.
The planetary truth comes from NASA. My cosmic information comes from inside.
At my bad days I see angry faces and people running late to work. At my good days I see people being in in love and all smiley. Everything around touches me. I feel.
Your first kiss is with yourself in the mirror. Always remember to seduce yourself.
Silly, selfish, moody. You name it, I’ve got it.
I like to snap out of the most hectic occasions. Just lean back and catch a ray of sunshine. That is enough to send me to an ultimate soulsurfing trip.
Why does it sometimes feel as it is too late? Too late for what? Now is perfect.
People think I am crazy. I think people are crazy.
Designs, art direction and modelling: Marian Eespäev
Photographer: Annmari Eespäev
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Writer: Egle Loit
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