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BEGINS AS EUPHORIA / ruffled top
       
     
BEGINS AS EUPHORIA / ruffled top

It begins as euphoria. It is a glimmer of bliss that comes with anxiety. Because I don’t know yet where the undiscovered adventures will lead me. Yet the taste of freedom keeps me going. 

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I'M BACK / trousers
       
     
I'M BACK / trousers

I am no different. I tend to forget there is no perfection. Really, sometimes it happens with me that I am ugly as a sin. But then I am back to my beautiful goddess mode.

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MUCH TO CELEBRATE / skirt

I have had much to celebrate on my journey. Maybe even too much. I salute all the amazing people, music that makes me feel alive and everything I have learned from. 

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WHAT I WANT / jacket

I measure myself. No, not inches neither centimetres. I measure what I am capable of. I float between feeling super lost and knowing exactly who I am and what I want. I feel that I can do whatever I want and that everything is possible. 

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ANYWAYS / swimsuit
       
     
ANYWAYS / swimsuit

You know the feeling when you just can’t be bothered. Anyways, there is no need to.

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YOU KNOW / swimsuit
       
     
YOU KNOW / swimsuit

It happens that I bury my head in the sand. Literally. It is when I need time on my own. you know, me, sand grands, bright blue sky. I can actually even imagine an ice lolly in the scene. 

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 DON’T THINK / tassel top
       
     
DON’T THINK / tassel top

I am really sorry. I don’t think I have anything serious left. Is there any coming? Nope, we are out of stock. 

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TELL THEM / dress
       
     
TELL THEM / dress

If anyone asks where I am. Tell them I am out. I am standing out. 

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COSMIC INFORMATION / swimsuit

The planetary truth comes from NASA. My cosmic information comes from inside. 

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I FEEL / dress
       
     
I FEEL / dress

At my bad days I see angry faces and people running late to work. At my good days I see people being in in love and all smiley. Everything around touches me. I feel. 

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REMEMBER TO SEDUCE / dress

Your first kiss is with yourself in the mirror. Always remember to seduce yourself. 

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YOU NAME IT / one-piece
       
     
YOU NAME IT / one-piece

Silly, selfish, moody. You name it, I’ve got it. 

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AN ULTIMATE / one-piece
       
     
AN ULTIMATE / one-piece

I like to snap out of the most hectic occasions. Just lean back and catch a ray of sunshine. That is enough to send me to an ultimate soulsurfing trip. 

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NOW IS PERFECT / swimsuit
       
     
NOW IS PERFECT / swimsuit

Why does it sometimes feel as it is too late? Too late for what? Now is perfect. 

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JUDGE ME NOT

People think I am crazy. I think people are crazy.

SAHARA TEAM:
Designs, art direction and modelling: Marian Eespäev
Photographer: Annmari Eespäev
Photographer assistant: Carol-Liis Männik
Models: Annmari Eespäev, Liisa Sütt
Writer: Egle Loit

Press and business: marian@marianeespaev.com